Hello everyone ..

After spending the whole day trying to get happy again, I just got bashed all the way back to the bottom.
It took less than 1 hour, but it's just .. terrible ..

I dunno how to explain it either, I just feel immense sorrow for all that happened.
It's a small thing, but it happened.

I sometimes wonder why I'm so emotional, why do I bother so much,
but then again, it's part of me, and I like the way I am, slowly but surely,
and I'm not ashamed to say that I'm a ball of emotions waiting to just suddenly spring out at u.

Also I want to apologise to Jun Hui about the Gundam Seed incident.
I just know too much, it's not interesting anymore.
I promise I'll watch it though

Can't help but look forward to Tuesday ...
It's the day where I go to my ELDDS Chalet event ...
It'll be so great, I'll finally be able to be happy again .. ^_^
Recent incidents have left me feeling like I'm just a broken piece drifting away from the big picture,
which I still think I am ..

I feel that I'm just a small small little piece of a very very beautiful group.
I'm a black dot in a painting.
Everytime I jump into one painting, they push me away. Being around the painting ruins it.

But no matter what ... I shall recover ..
I must not be upset.

I promise myself to cheer myself up from now on, no matter how sad or hurt I am,
if no one cares about me, I will.

If no one bothers about me, I will.

If no one wants and appreciates me, I will.

..Yea ... I will

+~Peace~+

Wolffang -

Wolffang scribbled at Saturday, November 20, 2004.